I still have a job?
Today I was supposed to have a conversation with the HR in my company, a convesation I was worried will lead to me being “released of duty”. However the conversation didn’t take place and it wasn’t even rescheduled. I don’t know what to think 0f this, should I be relieved or worried? Should I even think about it? I mean I don’t even know what we will be talking about. I have always been a person who doesn’t worry about stuff he cannot change, but then again I haven’t been in this situation before. Anyway for the time being I still have a job so I guess I should try and make myself useful, even if I am just postponing the inevitable.
UPDATE: I finally had this conversation with the HR and yes, I still have a job. The conversaation was regarding a request I made a couple of weeks ago when I wanted to switch to part time because of the freelance project I had then. Anyway it turned out I had nothing to worry about but this couple of days did gave me some perspective of what might happen. And to think I was complaining that there was no excitement in my life 
Stop worrying and put this thought firmly into your head – the company needs you as much as you need the company. Do not think of yourself as dispensable at any moment. That’s the only secret to facing HR with confidence. Good luck.
Thanks for the tip